Comparison.

Was reading back the previous blog posts of ♥Diary of Heart♥ (my previous blog)

and came to realize that the way I blog actually changes quite significantly.

I used to write about any silly mini minor things that happened all around me,

like a dog barking at me or something like that.

Plus, I tend to flood my blog with lots of words and hell lot of pictures at times.

But now, it’s like much more simple

and is more to emotional kind of thing, with a bit of suspense.

Haha.

Well, do you actually even get what I mean?

Outings posts have definitely decreased a lot.

Sometimes I’m just too lazy to take pictures and blog them out.

Time is too limited and precious that I find transferring pictures

and blogging those not really significant outings are just too time consuming.

Thus, I’m currently in an attempt to keep this bloggie sweet and simple.

And try to incorporate more of my thoughts that you may find it lame or whatever.

Start feeling bored?

:)

Geeez.

Resemblance

Today’s so unproductive, due to the absence of caffeine.

Partly because of the weather too.

Too comfortable for studying that I’m so at risk of snoozing off.

And it proves everything :(

Love and hate caffeine.

It makes my day super productive

but at the same time, the side effects are unbearable.

Trembling hands and the increased heart beat as if Prince William is standing right in front of me;

couldn’t fall into sleep even when I am drop dead tired.

>.<

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2 alphabet and a smile resembling yours

is all that need to trigger the  i-miss-you  event.

Are you doing fine?

:)

Ballerina

Heart my pair of white ballerina shoes.

Have some sudden cravings to get a few pairs of them home.

But it’s quite difficult to find some really soft and comfy one :(

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Positive thinking do work! :)

Stated in the case study in yesterday’s paper,

Optimism is an essential quality for doing anything hard.

Agree? Life’s a lot easier that way.

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Not really in the mood to study.

I guess I’m too happy last night that I forgot that the exams are not over yet.

The kids out there’s so annoying. They were playing firecrackers since dinner.

Total distraction! *mad face*

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Glad that we have only 11 more days to go.

Teeeheee :)

Happy lady.

Being a happy lady for a night, leaving all the mess behind.

KLCC –Subway – Kinokuniya – Gforce – Cold storage – Station 1 – Home Sweet Home

Now sitting in front of lappie, blogging away :)

Half day of rest is acceptable right, after putting so much strain on my brain.

I’m way too stressed in the past week, to the extend that I don’t get quality sleep every night and tend to talked, even sang and sighed in the dream which is horribly terrible.

Think that I should learn to love myself more, that’s the best way to love my parents, also the best way to repay them.

Boohoo. I miss home, mum and dad, sis and bro and the darlings.

Had this as my phone’s wallpaper.

  The lovely girls :)

Potato Jhu :)

So sad when came to think that I’ll be missing the fun at Melacca.

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No matter what, Tomorrow will be a brand new day *winks*

Big sigh.

Anxiety. Insecurity. Pressure.

As the clock ticks, I am getting more and more nervous.

I thought I could do it! But no. Don’t think so.

Perhaps I am just overestimating myself.

This is too difficult!

And the only possible reason or excuse I can give is.. that..

I am old, growing older.

Hence, the heart not as strong, the brain not as good.

Just like a machine. I need maintenance.

To be exact, a break, long one.

 

Note to self: Never give up although it’s tough. Just try your best. Will be okay.

All time favourite

Beryl’s chocolate is damn nice can!

For no apparent reason, I still prefer dark chocolate :)

There’s another box of white chocolate left in the fridge. Anyone?

We can share the fat and cholesterol :)

 

p/s: Irony. I would like the time to pass faster so that exam will end faster. But, if time pass faster and I don’t have sufficient time to study then I’ll be in deep shit.

Brain juice dried up.

I need nourishment. Something to compensate the dried brain juice of mine.

I feel so stressful that I couldn’t stop eating. Chocolate especially.

Spending on food is always the best investment, as it comes back with good returns (Lai, 2009), in the form of fat and cholesterol, which is exactly the problem I’m facing at the moment. Sooner or later I will not be able to fit in any of my jeans, and I will look so fat that no one will adore me anymore. Boohoo.

But no. Diet during exam period is a big no no because the brain won’t get enough of nutrients and the study performance wouldn’t be good. So, I’m just sacrificing for the sake to maintain my CGPA. *self-console*

Not that I want to rant, but Entrepreneurship is really giving me big problem. Still I have to bear with it, I have got no choice, do I?

Whatever it is, What ever pro forma this and that I will conquer YOU!