Colours of 2009

In a blink of eye, 2009 is coming to an end.

A lot had happened during this 365 days, happy or not, life still goes on.

Dear all, thanks for painting my life colourful! :)

Love you guys. Muacks. *You know who you are*

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Happy Twenty Ten!

May everyone has a great great year ahead.

*Hugs and kisses*

Sparks of Dream

28 December 2009

Do you know how it feels like to have dreams come true?

 

 

It’s like the bubbles floating in the air, reflecting the colours from the sunshine, like the sparkling stars in the night sky, the overwhelmed joy is indescribable.

Guess he saw the sparkles in my eyes XD

 

p/s: Can’t wait to bring my baby home… Opps, it’s not mine yet. So much more to decide on, I’m in dilemma……

Is it the end? Or a new start?

27th December 2009

Almost towards the end of the year. Though there’re still heaps of tasks yet to be accomplished, I decided to sit back, relax and welcome the brand new year. I’m sure it’s going to be so much more better!

 

 

Oh.. I think my camera phone is going to die soon. So sad :(

It was like my best companion for the past two years.

 

Btw, I am going to get a semi pro soon. Panasonic Lumix G-1! Any comments? Critiques or suggestions before it’s too late? I’m so in love with Lumix. Lumix GF-1 especially. Love its vintage-y look very much but too bad, its way too expensive. Else I am going to carry it home :( 

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More to come soon!

Insert *winks*

Merry merry xmas

Had a day out with my cousin sister and brother. Looks like me, bringing my kids out to the mall during Christmas. I think I am old already! Cousin sis looks like my daughter. OMFG!

They are my favourite kids after all!

 Pretty Rozene and YY :)

Queens’ Christmas theme for this year is Dark Christmas, and they wanted to watch the Batman show, so there we were!

 Okay, I don’t know what character is this.

 Every year’s Christmas is also Brother’s and Rozene’s birthday.

Celebrated with a Xmas cake. It was actually a hazelnut-flavoured swiss roll covered with thick cream. I felt so cheated. @@
 
That’s my Christmas. No Christmas countdown, no snow spray, no crazy shoutout. It’s just about spending quality time with friends and family. 

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Off we went to Port Dickson last weekend for early Christmas celebration. We had a BBQ session by the seaside. The BBQ ham with cheese and newly invented recipe of chocobana  is so heavenly good! *love*

 

 

 

 

 

Merry Christmas people :)

See you guys next year!

Beeeezeeee

 

Be right back.

What do you think is the appropriate title?

After two and a half month, my fyp bench work is finally done! Could you believe that?! It’s like the greatest Christmas gift ever! Consider myself lucky for being able to complete in time with presentable result. What more can I ask for?

Another happiness came by when my hard work is recognized and appreciated. Ah.. that sense of satisfaction is too awesome. I would not say it’s flawless, but at least that’s the best I can come out with, or maybe slightly better! Contented :)

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In just a blink of eye, another year is gone. Looking back the new year resolution I set for myself, not much were accomplished, which is expected and very typical of me. But I have the greatest success in accomplishing one of the item on the list. Which explains the reason why I am totally free! (If you can get it)

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Dear Daddy/Santa, I would like to get any one of these on Christmas this year:

✿Camera (a semi-pro, small ass camera will do) >< ✿Watch ✿Hong Kong/Macau trip (redeem next year, can can?)✿

Others items I’m craving for:

✿Vintage hair band ✿Heels ✿Boyfriend blazer ✿Chocolate Praline cake (the whole cake for me and only me) ✿Vintage necklace ✿ Bags ✿Dinner dresses ✿Boyfriend???!! ✿Anything that comes with love ✿

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With this, Christmas mode totally switched on! Guess what, we’re going to have a Christmas BBQ Party in Port Dickson this weekend. Woooooots. Can’t wait. This shall be the sweetest memory we all shared :)

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Let’s start anew :)

and forget about those who screw my life.

 

 

First time.

It’s the season of greetings, the season of love.

Decided to handmade some gifts for my love ones.

Yet to be done.

Just a sneak preview of how it’s going to look like.

Don’t expect too much. You know lah. I’m not born artistic.

Coming up: My Christmas wishlist!

(as if someone is going to get me Christmas pressie)

Oh well, whatever.

P/s: Hopefully tomorrow will be my last day of bench work. God bless.

Realization

Girl o girl, wake up! There’s no such thing as fantasy.

The world is not going to revolve around you.

No matter how or what, life still goes on. Still goes on.

When the whole world forgets about you, it’s fine.

You still have your girls. Right, Hun?

Stripes of love

Stripy dress is ♥

From Geb, Mid Valley @ RM19.90. I’m genius!

♥ the pictures I took too. It’s like from a DSLR.

In fact, this is the outcome of a Canon compact, 5 megapixels.

I swear I just did some adjustment for contrast and auto levels.

Yet it’s so nicey.

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Status: Home alone.

I’m supposed to be home tonight. But plan changed.

Zanmai

Pasta Zanmai is officially my new ♥

Yums yum yums.

♥ the Japanese curry.

Must try!

*knock knock knock*

Hello. *knock knock knock*

Good news! Chapter one and two of thesis done (almost)!

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Christmas mood switched on :)

This is the Christmas deco we have in the ATC lab.

Not much but at least there were some efforts.

Unlike PTC lab, apa pun tak da.

Christmas is really really near.

Can’t wait……

Nonsense

Update: 2 more days before thesis submission, 8% to completion.

Current condition: Sleep deprivation.

Motivation: Bed/anything refreshing that can make my mind clear?!

Good night. *faints in front of lappie*

Need Inspiration

Booohooohooo..

Literature review is not even halfway done.

Yet, my brain juice had already dried up.

Need inspiration, like seriously.

Combination

I’m totally exhausted but I had a great day.

Crawl out from bed as early as 6.00am to join the guys and postgrad master students for a basketball session in Titiwangsa.

Started off my morning wonderfully with the warm greeting from the sun!

Noticed some random grasses growing beside the court, where I sat.

  The guys, enjoying the game very much!

Off to Times Square for movie marathon in the noon.

  Ninja Assassin and New Moon is what we watched.

  Of course, not to forget, shopping therapy!!!

Loving my outfit of the day! I’m in love all over again with caps.

It’s a good way to a bad hair day :)

From my eyes

Oh hi. I have been through a very very hectic week.

Although it’s just Wednesday, I’ll call it a week! Mainly because I’ve done all my major planning for the week. I’ll sit back and anticipate the long long weekend ♥

It has been sometime, since I last took out my ‘camera’ to snap something, other than my portrait. Geez.

So, here’s something different. THINGS I SAW TODAY:

I was doing Nitrogen assay for the past two days. The samples turn out to be in a very nice shades of purplish blue coloured solutions. Nicey. Made my day.

On the way home…………

END  :)

PS. Mum’s personal message on MSN is super cute. It sounds like this:

三个在家的宝贝，你们真幸福！有那么温暖的太阳，妈咪快要结冰了！

Aww… so cute, make me even miss her more. FYI, mum’s in China now, with daedee, which I believe is pretty cold over there.

Anyway, I’ve made up my mind to went back Penang on 11th Dec after thesis submission. Gosh. I missed Penang like mad, tears splash down when I was on the phone with Darl.

So, something to motivate and anticipate. I can make it!

Weakness in me.

I don’t know why but I’m relatively weak at this point of life.

I need lots of support from friends and family.

A lot had happened since the past week. I have been haunted by bad luck and nightmares. Things just went wrong. It’s like whatever I did was wrong with silly mistakes over here and there.

I’m totally tensed up. Especially when the deadline is approaching and there’re so much more to be completed. I’ve already tried my best I would say, but just……… arghhhh…… frustrated.

Out of a sudden, I’m missing home a lot. Miss my family and my girls. I haven been seeing them for ages!

There’s really nothing much I could do now, I’m leaving everything to fate (a sign of partially give up). I just want bad luck to leave me all alone! *Looking forward to a better week ahead*

Oh yea, do expect me to be missing in action for an indefinite period of time. Also, please bear with my boring rants. I’m in the thesis writing process. Believe me, it’s like the toughest job in the world! I could barely came out with one page of introduction after a whole day of brainstorming. 

Should get back to my writing now. Have a nice day :)

Daedee

I have the best Daedee in the world! I love him a lot!

Although it seems like I might most probably miss the China/HK/Macau trip end of the year,

but I can always make it next summer! *self-comfort*

The best of all is that, Daedee will be getting me a Crocs and a camera. Woots!

Daedee always got me expensive, quality stuffs while getting himself laoya cheap cheap stuffs.

I’m so touched and heartache at the same time.

The fact is Daedee loves us more than himself.

I do believe that every Daedee in the world is like that.

Love you, Daedee! *big wet kiss*

 

p/s: I forgot about Mamee. Love Mamee too.

I am thanking the god

for bringing you to me.

for letting me to know you, though it’s not much of a pleasant experience.

Happy Birthday Dear! Muah.

Still the same old thing, I pray for your happiness.

May you achieve everything you desire.

You’re the best of all *hearts*

And you know I’ll always be around to support.

Happy 21st.

Don’t say anything.

Big sigh. I feel bad today. I have done a million of errors.

That just don’t make anyone feel good.

I’m living everyday numbly.

Though I’m clear about my target, I’m just not enthusiastic enough to strive for it.

It’s like I’m doing something just for the sake of something.

It’s like meaningless at all! And I don’t enjoy. I’m stressed.

I broke some glassware, I picked up the glasses with bare hands,

I cut my hands, my hands bleed,

but I don’t feel a thing. I’m numb.

I just hate myself today.

Hehpy Birday

Sis just turned 19 yesterday.

What the heck, 19?! Makes me feel so old  :(

Yeah, I’m twenty one already. SAD.

So this is a belated birthday wish dedicated to her!

Happy 19th. Stay sweet and gorgeous.

May you pass all ACCA exam and be a very successful accountant, earn lots of money and share the money with me!

(You know lah, scientists are poor!)

This was taken after our kindergarten concert. Yeah, terrible makeup of mine.

Funny. Hahaha.

Key

Key of Freedom?

Key of Love?

Key of heart?

Whatever you name it.

It’s my new buy from a random stall @ Ikano Power Center last week.

Vintage and I’m loving the details.

Somehow, I love my 3.2mp SE K810i camera phone lots because it can take very nice macro.

Not very macro kind of picture, but with a little editing, the outcome is awesome.

FYP update

This is what I am doing for my final year project. Baby oryza actually refers to rice which scientific name is Oryza sativa.

I’ll be slightly busier than usual starting next week as I’ll be doing Biochemical tests again. Apart from that, I’ll need to work on thesis which due on 10th Dec.

So, good luck to me.

Spring Waltz

Spring Waltz is the name of the beautiful, sweet and romantic Korean drama.

Love the girl in the drama. Love how she’s positive to life.

Love the scenery in Austria and Cheongsan-do.

Love the soft comfy background music.

Everything is love! :)

Don’t know why

Every time we came across this topic, it won’t end up in a very good atmosphere.

I can’t say yes. Can I? Neither do I know how to react, what kind of response to give.

I don’t know lah. I really don’t know.

I don’t know what to give as title

Oh seriously, I should get my hands on thesis writing; starting with introduction and literature review. Or else, I’m going to be in real deep shit when my boss requests for the submission of the first draft.

Still struggling around. To be frank, I’m a little sad for my baby oryza are not growing that well. Anyway, I should feel lucky because they are still growing. *shrug* And I was about to kill myself when I realized that I have made a major, deadly mistake for one of my previous BE test. Oh gosh, it was terrible. The only option now is to REDO :(

May everything goes on smoothly as planned. Baby, please grow healthy and tall.

Note to self: Don’t give up. Never.

Weekend summarized

Friday

18.00: Steamboat at Hometaste (Birthday Celebration for Chiau Thong)

23.00: Pillow talking session with Appa, Greg and Ric

04.00: Bed

Saturday

08.00: Off to Jln Kuchai Lama for Dim Sum

10.00: Sunway Pyramid

14.00: Baskin Robbins as lunch

15.00: Off to Ikea

16.00: Lecka-lecka for tea

17.00: Ikano Power Center, Shopping spree in Brands Outlet

19.00: Dinner at Ikea

20.00: Carrefour @ Tropicana City

21.30: Home

Sunday

09.00: Woke up

10.00: Dozed off

12.00: Woke up, Drama, Strawberry Strudel for lunch

14.00: Dozed off again

15.00: Drama then dozed off again

18.00: Dinner with the gang

19.00: Slacking

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Should I save up for a RM650 Rayban? Or a Topman?

End up, I’m spending all on myself. Got 2 cute basic tees and a white short.

Sinful. So sinful.

Ironically confused and lost.

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Headache

Obviously, the one and only thing that can give me headache is FYP lah.

The biochemical test result fluctuates like nobody’s business. Oh gosh. What am I supposed to do? *brainstorming……troubleshooting*

That is when I realized that there’re so many things that are beyond our control.

All we can do is do our part, try our best?

Also, everyone has their own problem.

When I thought I was the most pathetic one in the whole batch, everyone seems to be struggling as well.

And so from the previous experience during internship at USM plus this FYP, I’m assured that I’m not a research person. Therefore, I can just forget about doing Master, unless if I am jobless. Enough said.

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I think I should be more health conscious.

I suspected that I am having low blood pressure or maybe something more severe as I always feel dizzy while working in the lab.

Hah, so mum said, “Never take care of yourself, work so hard, in the end you get great result but bad health, what for?”

I replied, “So, it’s enough to get a PASS, no need get A lah horr?! Then I can rest more lor.”

Mum, “…………………”

Just a joke anyway. Mum and Dad always have high expectation on me, I knew, although they don’t really mention about it.

Same goes to my boss. You see. That’s why I am so stress lah.

 

P.S:

Thanks god it’s Friday! Lots of program over the weekend. Geez. Not enough cash!

Love is in the air!

I mean it’s like everywhere! Seriously.

I can see and feel love budding everywhere!

Makes me feel like in love too.

To find the right one is just not easy at all! So happy loving each other!

For me, I have Lee Hom and Hsiao Ming, yea and maybe *ahem*

Good enough while waiting for the white horse of my prince to grow up :)

Miss Potato

Oh yea, before I forgot and before it’s too late,

Happy Birthday to Darling Jhu.

Muacks. Sweet 21 :)

  Stay pretty and gorgeous as ever! All the best in finals.

This is what I have in mind.

When you kept chasing after Perfection

while Perfection is kept running away from you

Until a point of time,

you will eventually stop running, stand still and said,

“It’s okay. I’ll let you go.”

I am officially in Love

with Taiwan braised pork rice :)

*drools*

I can have them as lunch and dinner, everyday. I am so craving for it now.

  and these baby cherry tomatoes are my love.

Plus, a dose of Baskin Robins heals my stress :)

 

But sighs. Monday’s here.

Have to start working again.

*blues*

The Many Faces of Me.

我是谁，有时连我都搞不懂。

A mixture of everything.

Oh hello. It’s Friday!!! *phew* You don’t know how much I am looking forward to the arrival of weekends. I’m just too tired of work, I need to recharge.

This week is pretty hectic as I proceed to the second stage of my project – the biochemical tests. Extraction and running of assay took me 2 freaking days where I can be seen very busy-ly grinding the samples, centrifuging, reading absorbances and etc. Fuh~ And I was working from early morning till late evening, continuously without lunch break. So tired I can DIE.

Anyhow, I’m really glad that I have got some little progress for my project :) 

KEEP MOVING ON!

I have to apologize to all my friends if I am not behaving very well. I have really bad EQ that I’m showing all the emotional fluctuations. If I really do annoyed anyone of you, I have to say that I am not doing this on purpose. Sorry.

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE WHEN I AM NOT IN THE MOOD

The disappointment arises as I realized that you are no difference at all than the others, you don’t care about my feelings at all when I expect you to. That hurts more than anything else. But *pause* I know you are not doing that on purpose. Else, why do you even bother to offer a talk? And so, you are forgiven.

IT’S THE EXPECTATIONS THAT LEADS TO DISAPPOINMENT

I’m finally achieving this stage of ‘no one is reading my blog’ Yahoooo. It’s actually good. So that I can share more private stuffs perhaps?

 

P.S. I was like writing a summary of what-happened-to-me-this week. Pretty random and boring I know. My life is dull like that.

Betrayal hurts.

Too much of disappointment.

I need a change in perspective.

Feeling blue

Oh sigh, why is it Monday again? I have not had enough rest yet. *blues*

I’m feeling so reluctant to start working again. It felt so tired, both physically and mentally. I’m getting upset, and the feeling of disappointment strikes. Perhaps I should just stay strong, whatever hardship will be overcome eventually. Or maybe for the sake of the ‘scholarship’ that I may be getting, I should strive for it.

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It has been quite some time since I took good photos. Hectic life has taken over all my free time and passion. Whenever I’m free, I would rather stay in the bed, slacking. Even shopping and movie couldn’t motivate me.

No way, I don’t want to live life like this. I miss picking up the camera and go shoot some stupid silly mini minor stuffs that makes me happy. I miss home. I miss pillow-talking session. I miss spending time together with him. I miss everything, the good old days. If there were a fairy to grant me a few wishes, those are the wishes! Fairy godmother, could you hear me?

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Two weeks ago, I finally cannot-tahan my hair anymore that I went for a hair do. The so called soft rebonding cost me a freaking RM300. I felt so pain for my purse, not to mention that my hair is much more shorter than the initial length :(

But now, I kind of love my silky smooth hair. So easy to manage that there’s one morning that I went Uni without combing my hair, but still looking tidy. Besides, it looks very natural so I guess the 300 bucks worth it all.

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p/s: Wish me lots of luck for the coming week.

pp/s: Wish my baby Oryza grow well too. Muah.

Places We Went – Kuching 1009

Day 1

Simply travel around Kuching City. Visted the Sarawak Museum and had a boat ride crossing the Sarawak river. We missed the chance of visiting the Ford Magarita as it started to pour in the late evening. What a waste.

Day 2

Went to the Semmengoh Wild Life Center. Got a chance to see Orang Utan carrying babies, close up! Next, headed to the Jong’s Crocodile Farm for the ‘Jumping Crocs’ performance.

Headed to Damai beach in the late afternoon for one night stay. Beach vacation is love! We stayed in Damai Puri Beach Resort. Extremely loving the environment! The pool, the beach, the cliffs. Definitely worth paying the price :)

Day 3

Some camwhoring session around the resort before leaving for the Cultural Village.

 

   

Day 4

  

Obligatory camwhore session with the cat statues, visited the Cat Museum and the Malaysia-China Friendship Garden since the initial plan to visit Bako National Park was cancelled.

Day 4, also our last day in Kuching. Hence, we stuffed ourselves with a few more dishes of kueh chap, kolo mee and Teh C special.

Day 5

Leaving in a jet plane. Back to reality. And this marked the end of our short vacation to East Malaysia. Hoping for another visit to Sarawak. Mulu/Niah is my first choice :)

* Special thanks to Ai Sieng and family *